it is time to go back to school Yo!
Dude City College Has EVERYTHING!!! I Can A Minor and Major in Whatever I Fucking want RAWR!!!!! Plus I'm a ten minutes Bus drive away from BTSSB And BLACK PEACE NOW!!!!!
RAWWR!!! tehhee~~! this gonna be one hectic year cuz I am gonna SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BUSY >___< with school, music, work, Modeling, and poetry! good God Help me! but it will be all worth it some day!!! so cheer me on you guys!!! bcuz when I'm rich and famous!! you know who's gonna be in my Entourage XDDDDDDDD
Besides you guys can always come visit my doors are always open ^___^
- Mood:
yet Stressed - Music:Buck Tick - Coyote
- Mood:
cheerful
- Location:in her bed
- Mood:
swoon
you know what DONE!!!!! FINISHED!!!!!, You cannot say I didn't try Dammit!!
-barfing in horror in a corner-
had to listen to moi dix to help wash it out of me!!!!! UGH!!! -Vomits some more-
- Music:moi dix mois - Xanadu
THE MOMENT IS OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
I BLOODY 21 YRS OLD
The hell that happened???
oh well YAYZ!!!!!!!!!!!
- Music:Epicurean - kaya
Location
206 Swamp Fox Rd
Alexandria, VA 22314
its right from the eisenhower metro stop
you can just get off and walk to the theatre
then we can all eat the ruby tuesday there around 2 pm ish
then after PICTURE TAKING but only if you want to Cuz its Cold out right now
but we Lolita takes picture in any weather condition!LOL we put Super Models to Shame XD
ok back on topic
after we are done with that we can all go watch a movie of our choice
as long as its not twilight I'm good lol XD
People Attending:
Myself chaos_rocker
wazzra
loli227
queenangelous : maybe
xcandy_sweetx
any questions please feel free to text me at
703 919 0122
Hope to see u Pretty ladies there ^_^
- Location:Inside my own head
- Mood:
excited - Music:Epicurean - kaya
- Location:where insanity sleeps
- Mood:
excited - Music:Epicurean - kaya
- Mood:
chipper - Music:Kaya - Epicurean
she made it when she was my age at the time
i swear i saw it and thought it was BTSSB Dress LOL

gonna do a few alteration to it cuz it's a little big on me!, and i want mega poof and maybe a few bows lol
but yeah! i'm calling it baby's new print! : African Princess LMAO XD
- Music:Kaya - Epicurean
SECRET SHOP IT IS AMAZING!!!
- Music:Epicurean - kaya
Finally got my new laptop WOOOHOOOOO!
with all my old files!!! Praise be to God (and The Goddess of Visual kei)
OK So today I'm Totally checking in like around 7pm or 8pm Depending on our slow ass metro system =_= seriously they make turtles look like speed racer LOL its Sad
BUT ANYWAYS!!! I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED I HAVEN'T SLEPT YET Because I have been Packing outfits and singing and dancing to Girugamesh & The Gazette( I so want ruki's red gloves) and reading the Egg Magazines!! so now I wanna dress in Gyaru LOL so I'll be checking in a Gyaru outfit LOL
And so my tom cruise moment continues LOL >_<
OH !!! MUST EAT EGGS FOR BREAKFAST THEY GIVE ENERGY!!!! AND OOOH RED BULL!!! IT GIVES U WINGS!!!
WOOOOOOOOEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEE

- Location:Candy Mountain
- Mood:
excited - Music:George Micheal - freedom
TOO EXCITED TO EAT!!!
BEEN JUMPING UP AND DOWN MY BED LIKE AN 8YRS BOY
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!
EXCITEMENT!!!! OMG EXCITEMENT!!!
- Mood:
excited - Music:Kaya - Rose Kingdom
THE PUT OUR FASHION SHOW ON THE SAME TIME WITH KAYA'S CONCERT!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
ON TOP OF THAT!! THeY did call it Japanese street fashion, THEY HAD THE BLOODY NERVE TO CALL IT COSPLAY FASHION SHOW THOSE SON OF A BITCHES
CUZ WE SPEND Hundreds Of DOLLORS ON VENICE LACE, ANTIQUE VELVETEEN, CHINESE SILK AND WELL MADE WIGS IMPORTED ALL THE BLOODY WAY FROM KOREA AND FRANCE!! TO FUCKING COSPLAY!!!!!! YES CUZ ON THE STREETS OF JAPAN THEY ARE COSPLAYING RIGHT NOW!!!! I BUY LOUIS VITTON AND BESTY JOHNSON AND VIVIENNE WESTWOOD TO FUCKING COSPLAY!!!!!! THAT ASS FUCKS!!!!!
THEY DO THIS EVERY FREAKING TIME!!! AND ITS NOT FAIR AT ALL.
PISSED AS HELL RGHT NOW!!!
i swear when i care there i am going to chop off the person who schedule our even on that time!!!!!!!
there's gonna be blood on the lace come this weekend!!
- Mood:
pissed off - Music:Volcano - girugamesh
Gonna be in San Francisco for the next five or more days at Amsterdam Hostels, just looking around for good areas to do some Apartment hunting and i'm looking for a tour guide also to meet Another gyaru!
so where the San Francisco Gyarus? i will love to meet you guys ^___^
- Music:Marilyn Manson - heart shaped glasses
- Music:schwein - you're my disease
Maybe the will to breathe will spark inside of me
If I was a boy …… No! If I was a man
Maybe I could have been the prince you wanted me to be
Children never hesitate to grab hold of what they love
They know if that thing gets away their tears with burst out from within
I wonder……. If that was how you felt the day you first met me?
We were only 6 but you still demanded a kiss
You made me scale up so many castle walls
Made me kill a dragon a time or two
Water echoes on in the blood and the wine dances along snow
Selfish little girl, wicked little Lolita! ..... You innocent succubus!!
My mad girl why didn’t you stop? When it said to leave me alone
In this fairytale how was this prince suppose to love you?
I guess from this day on we’ll never know
Slumber crystals thunder across a weeping heart
The head spins and the thorns fall
The tears hide but still dying inside
On your decaying bed I place the queen who makes the night sweet
I tip my top hat in the rain then go on my quiet way.
by Camille Tambe
- Location:midnight garden
Lipstick Cruelty
Verse
There’s a secret hidden beneath her perfume
There’s a story within her gothic lace
Bouncing curls and flirtatious giggles
Who will be the first to be strangled by ribbons?
Chorus
Her naive eyes gashing back at me
They will bleed you dry till there’s nothing left
The poisonous pulse cutting through the virgin lines
With the elegance of a noose and the dripping of ecstasy
The burning of skin and the pressing of soft velvet lips on my gaze
LIPSTICK CRUELTY!
Verse
Her smile is a vicious mystery behind her lipstick
So many suitors her e to kiss her tainted crown
Her stocking of virtue, her corset of vengeance
Watch it all set a blaze into sensual madness
Chorus
Her naive eyes gashing back at me
They will bleed you dry till there’s nothing left inside
The poisonous pulse cutting through the virgin lines
With the elegance of a noose and the dripping of ecstasy
The burning of skin and the pressing of soft velvet lips on my gaze
LIPSTICK CRUELTY!
Second chorus
She will amuse you
She will abuse you
Watched her mend you
Then break you just for kicks
To her love is a game of pickup sticks
Played by fucking lunatics!
Chorus
Her naive eyes gashing back at me
They will bleed you dry till there’s nothing left inside
The poisonous pulse cutting through the virgin lines
With the elegance of a noose and the dripping of ecstasy
The burning of skin and the pressing of soft velvet lips the gaze
LIPSTICK CRUELTY!
- Location:INSANE ROSE GARDEN
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Kaya - rose jail
its gonna be crazy! and i don't leave other girls *sigh*
can't wait to see you all today woohooo!!
(maybe the black one it would look flattering or maybe the white cuz it will the white in my outfit)
- Location:in my bed with undo bear
- Mood:
confused - Music:kaya -ouka
THE DEATH WAS JUST A FAIRYTALE.
You will never hear me say it; it will never leave these blue lips
So go ahead and blame it all on me, use your words to cut my skin
Use your glares to tear my soul in pieces
It’s the same old blood stained halo upon thy crown
Trying so very hard to find your place in her diary
What is it you want me to write in my pages?
Hands around my neck with rampant screams of devotion
You say “Je t'aime mon précieux poupée jamais développé à votre ruffles”
You make me sick with your gifts
I am not a doll, remove me from this shelf please, I want to go far away
He lifts up a portrait of the past to peek through the hole behind it
And I drag my chains across my dollhouse to look through the icy mirror
He whispers with his Erie voice calmly “I want to mix our blood and put in the ground”
I will not Say it, not those words not ever, I don’t feel them for you, I am not her
It’s my reflect you lust after, it’s my reflect that drives you mad!
And at 4 o clock at night you carry the Knife into my room because of my reflection
Oh sir! Have reached your limit because your sharp steel is piercing me
Painting the floor crimson, I feel so weak yet happy; the dark lace will soon embrace me
I hear screams of forgiveness, begging me to say those words she told you
I giggle as he places his hands around my lace necklace
I close my eyes giving into the embrace of death
Maybe this time I get to play in a garden of white
but lashing in like whispers of love in the shadows was a sweet tune
when I opened my eyes……he was stand by hospital window with sadistic smile
I heard myself whisper “the death was just a fairytale”
By Camille Tambe
- Location:INSANE ROSE GARDEN
- Mood:
sad - Music:kaya- psycho butterfly
RED RIBBON
The golden wolf caught the smell of a red ribbon
With candy sweet faces and a flirting giggle
With stockings of virtue, a necklace of lace
Running in the circles of the past, we must hurry or we’ll be late to the tea party
It’s too late to fix anything now my golden wolf
She’s a damaged doll and looks pretty in her pain
Lovely bouncing curls of black, use the red ribbon
It will match the color of her rose red and velvet lips
She’s only 10 but that man loves her so desperately you can see agony in his eyes
He wants her to stay the exact same age forever, but she wanted to touch the stars
If the lady of lace tried run away, he would hold her close and prayed for her to never changed
Sweet little red ribbon, with the scent strawberries and blood will soon stained it
In a velvet room filled with candles of wonder
There lays a dollhouse just for you red ribbon
Design with nothing but ruffles
You can see his agonizing pleas for you to remain the same
But lovely red ribbon is starring at epic beautiful star in the burring heavens
Little rain drops hit flowers in the gardens like a mist of glass
The golden wolf was already growling in rage
Running in circles of the mirrored past
In a twisted blink of an eye the sky turned purple
The grass turned white and there lays little red ribbon
Sweet eternal slumber of innocence, we can hear the cry of the golden wolf
It’s too late; the doll looks lovely in her pain
Was it the desire to keep the ribbon beautiful forever?
Was it her beauty that drove him to agonizing madness?
It’s too late, we can’t whined her up or down, the doll has already fallen into eternal bliss
All that is left is the scent on that red ribbon
By Camille Tambe
- Mood:
artistic - Music:Pyscho butterfly, Beast of blood, perverse randezvous,Illuminati,Kitei No Tsurug
